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This is how I feel

This is a song called Aleluya (click to listen) that I wrote and posted about a month ago. It really describes how I have been feeling in the midst of this year. I hope you enjoy it! Cheers, Mateo

Solitude/Community

"Let him who cannot be alone beware of community. He will only do harm to himself and to the community. Alone you stood before God when He called you; alone you had to answer that call; alone you had to struggle and pray; and alone you will die and give an account to God. You cannot escape yourself; for God has singled you out. If you refuse to be alone, you are rejecting Christ’s call to you, and you can have no part in the community of those who are called….

Let him who is not in community beware of being alone. Into the community you were called — the call was not meant for you alone; in the community of the called you bear your cross, you struggle, you pray. You are not alone even in death, and on the Last Day you will be only one of the great congregation of Jesus Christ. If you scorn the fellowship of the brethren, you reject the call of Jesus Christ."

-Dietrich Bonhoeffer

Did not our hearts burn within us?

Here is a great post by Jacob about the road to Emmaus. It served as the basis for our discussion at church this past weekend.

Swainlife Highlights

(1)This past weekend I ran in a 12K race here in SdC. It was my first time ever participating in a race. I finished in 58 minutes. (2)On Saturday we took the girls to the house of one of their friends from school for a Birthday Party. (3)Last Thursday the cafe launched the new web page with a party and web quiz. Thanks again to Andrew Cooper for making this possible! (4)The girls being cute before school one morning! (5&6)Jacob and I went to Ribedeo to catch up with our IT advisor Rick Knox. We also had a chance to see the yellow house below that that a Dutch group is planning on restoring to turn it into a spiritual retreat center.

Ministry Travels at the Speed of Life

I found this post on an old blog of mine that I let die. I still agree with what I said:

Life does not really slow down or pause to give us a chance to "do" ministry. Ministry takes place in the midst of everyday life and everyday conversation. Ministry happens in the midst of work, school, washing dishes etc... It is not some "other" thing or something that we do on the side kind of like some kind of hobby. Ministry is something that does or does not happen in the midst of every relationship we have. I often sit back and ask myself,"Am I keeping up or am I letting life pass me by?"

Bible Geek T-shirt Contest Winner

Jonah Bailey is the official winner of the Bible Geek T-shirt contest and will receive an original handmade t-shirt. His equation "YHWH + Lord (Adonai) = Jehovah" is a correct literal translation of the Hebrew symbols and below is an explaniation of why.

The Name of God

"At some point along the way-It's hard to be sure historically when exactly this happened- the ancient Israelites came to know their God by a special name.

This name was regarded as so special, so holy, that by the time of Jesus, and perhaps for some centuries before that, they were not allowed to say it out loud. (One exception was made: the high priest, once a year, would pronounce God's special name in a place called the Holy of Holies at the heart of the Temple.) Since Hebrew script only used consonants, we can't even be sure how the name was meant to be pronounced: the consonants are YHWH, and the best guess we have at how the were pronounced is "Yahweh." Orthodox Jews to this day won't speak this name; they often refer to God simply as "the Name," HaShem. Neither will they write it. Sometimes they write even the generic word "God" as "G-d," to make the same point.

Like most ancient names, YHWH had a meaning. It seems to have meant "I am who I am" or "I will be who I will be." This God, the name suggests, can't be defined in terms of anything or anyonelse. It isn't the case that there is such a thing as "divinity" and that he's simply another example, even the supreme one, of this category. Nor is it the case that all things that exist, including God, share in something we might call "being" or "existence," so that God would then be the supremely existing being. Rather, he is who he is. He is his own category, not part of a larger one. That is why we can't expect to mount a ladder of arguments from our world and end up in his, anymore than we might expect to mount a ladder of moral achievement and end up making ourselves good enough to stand in his presence.

With God's name the is another confusion which we must sort out. Because God's personal name was not to be spoken, the ancient Israelites developed a technique for avoiding doing so when reading their scriptures. When they came to the word YHWH, they would say ADONAI (which means "my LORD") instead. As a way of reminding themselves that this was what they had to do, they would sometimes write the consonants of YHWH with the vowels of ADONAI. This confused some later readers, who tried to say the two words together. With a bit of a stretch (and because some letters were interchangeable, including Y with J and W with V), they created the hybrid JEHOVAH. No ancient Israelite or early Christian would have recognized this word.

Almost all English translations of the Old Testament have continued the practice of discouraging people from pronouncing God's personal name. Instead, when the word occurs, it is normally translated "the Lord." Sometimes this is written in small capitals, as in "the LORD." This is doubly confusing, and anyonewho wants to understand what Judaism, let alone Christianity, believes about God had better get their mind around the problem.

From the very early times (indeed, according to the Gospels, since Jesus's own lifetime) Christians have referred to Jesus himselfas "the Lord." In early Christian speech this phrase carried at least three meanings: (a) "the master," "The one whose servants we are," "the one we've promised to obey"; (b) "the true Lord" (as opposed to Caesar, who claimed the same title); and (c) "the Lord"-that is, YHWH- as spoken of in the Old Testament. All these meanings are visible in Paul, the earliest Christian writer we have. The early Christians rejoiced inthis flexibility, but for us it has become a source of confusion.

Within contemporary Western culture, under the influence of Deism, the phrase "the Lord" has shiftedfrom referring either to Jesus specifically or to the YHWH of the Old Testament. It has become, instead, a way of reffering simply to a rather distant, generalized deity, who might conceivably have something to do with Jesus but equally well might not, and would probably not have much to do with YHWH either. Thus it has come about that ancient Israelite scruples, medieval mistranslation, and fuzzy eighteenth century thinking have combined to make it hard for us today to recapture the vital sense of what a first-century Jew would understand whenthinking of YHWH, what an early Christian would be saying when speaking of jesusor "the Lord," and how we might now properly reappropiate this whole tradition.

Still the effort has to be made. All language about God is ultimately mysterious, but that is no excuse for sloppy or woolly thinking. And since the title "Lord" was one of the favoriteearly Christian ways of speakingabout Jesus, it is vital that we get clear on the point."

Excerpt from Simply Christian, By NT Wright Pgs 67-9

The New Atheists

"The New Atheists will not let us off the hook simply because we are not doctrinaire believers. They condemn not just belief in God but respect for belief in God. Religion is not only wrong; it's evil. Now that the battle has been joined, there's no excuse for shirking."

This is a quote from an article I just read in Wired titled Battle of the New Atheism

Evango-Spam

I loathe spam! As I sign into my e-mail each day I am amazed by the sheer amount of spam that I get (upwards of 100 spam a day). I resent spam and any company that sends me spam. First, of all people I don'’t know are abusing my e-mail by sending me thousands of e-mails that I never asked for and don't want. They waste my time in removing them. Spam causes me to miss out on legitimate e-mails that accidentally get sent to the spam folder. With over a hundred spam e-mails a day I have stopped looking through them for real e-mails and I am sure that sometimes real e-mails get tossed.

So what? Why I am I talking about spam? It seems to me that in this world of junk mail, spam, and unwanted phone solicitors that the church sometimes stoops to the world's methods of delivering its precious message. During my time in Spain I have seen well-meaning Christians who are so passionate about getting their message out that they don'’t pause to think that the way they deliver their message might turn people off to exactly that. Often they go about with the same mentality of the spammers, thinking in numbers instead of the person - something like, "I don't care how many I offend with my message because of the one or two who do respond."

What happens is that they end up doing the same thing to people with the Gospel that spammers have done to me with copious emails. The result is then that people end up shutting out the legitimate messages along with the junk because it is all too much to filter, and quite honestly they feel abused. The real message is discarded because it is delivered in a trashy way.

When I was in junior high I got a new Christian rap tape. I was in love with the music and the message. When we were riding around town in our big old seventies Cadillac with no tape player I would hold my boom box up to my head near the window. It looked like I wanted to hear the music right by my head, but the truth is I wanted people in the car next to me to hear the words at the stop light and be touched by the message. Passionate? Maybe. Embarrassing? Definitely. What a horrible way to transmit a message! Blast loud music at people while they are sitting in their cars. Was it loving? Spirit lead? More helpful than hurtful? I don't think so.

Spamming our message is the easy way. We can say that we have communicated the Gospel to a vast number of people. If they don't listen, then we can blame them. It takes very little effort and does not make us change the way we live. It does not call for us to genuinely love people and get down and dirty in the realities that people deal with and struggle with in their everyday lives. Loving people is hard. Sometimes, biting our tongue and not saying something is more difficult (and yet, more helpful) than blurting out the four spiritual laws. After all James said,

"Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at his face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. But the man who looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues to do this, not forgetting what he has heard, but doing it he will be blessed in what he does.

If anyone considers himself religious and yet does not keep a tight rein on his tongue, he deceives himself and his religion is worthless."” (James 1:22-26)

Some closing thoughts:

-We live in a world where the manner in which we deliver our message is a message in itself.

-The world is inundated with information so we must be creative and seek ways to deliver the good news in ways that speak louder than just words.

-The message that we have should be incorporated into everything we do and say in our daily life and not just something that is reserved for accosting strangers in the park or those brave souls who are still willing to go to an evangelistic church activity.

-We need to discern when we should speak and when we should be silent. We are not part of a Christian factory that is producing Christian clones. We are organic, we are a body that is striving to live like Jesus, and Jesus himself had times of both silent ministry and public ministry.

-We must avoid the bait and switch tactic (basically lying). That is, purposely attracting people to one thing, while knowing full well that we are going to change gears and bombard them with the gospel when they are not looking.

-People are treated by spammers and advertisers as just numbers. There is no love, only using others to serve the spammer’s own purposes. That is the opposite of how Christians should treat people who are of the highest value to a loving and just God.

I leave you with three quotes from St. Francis of Assisi:

"While you are proclaiming peace with your lips, be careful to have it even more fully in your heart."

"It is no use walking anywhere to preach unless our walking is our preaching."

"Preach the Gospel at all times and when necessary use words."

I love my wife!

This song is called Sunshine, Moonlight and I wrote it for her! To see more of what I have been working on, visit the Songwriter´s Corner.

Sing a New Song

Here is a new song that I just wrote this week. I played it last night for the first time for some friends to hear. The rest of my songs are hanging out here as I record them little by little. I hope that you can hear them soon.

Aleluya

(vs1) Today has been a day Where everything seems to go my way The things I've touched have turned to gold The things I've read have stirred my soul The things I've said have made friends laugh The things I've heard have made me whole

Chorus:

And I'll Sing

I'll sing my song

I'm gonna sing it all day long

Alleluyah

(vs2) Today had been a day Where nothing seems to go my way The things I've touched have broken down The things I've read have made me frown The things I've said have made friends cry The things I've heard have let me down

(vs3) Today has not yet begun I'm waiting for the rising sun Some days are bad, some days are good But no matter what I'll still sing this tune Cause no eye has seen, no ear has heard No mind has conceived what he has in store

Lyrics and Music by Matthew Swain ©2005 Original Records

Fall Prayer Requests

Alpha Course- We are opening the cafe on Sunday evenings for some friends of ours from the "Vida Nueva" Church in A Coruña to lead an Alpha Course. Please pray for these times that they will be a blessing to all those involved.

Help Wanted- We are looking for people (especially European Union citizens) to come and help our team as soon as possible. We have way more work to do then we have people available to do it and we feel stretched really thin. Here are some of the Job descriptions we are hoping to fill. If you know any EU people who may be interested please have them e-mail me (matt.swain@iteams.org).

Lauren Pugh- Has begun the long process of support raising and the paperwork involved in moving to a new country. We would just ask you to remember her as she is in the midst of this process.

Our Family- Abi and Isa have begun the new school year and they both love their school, their teachers and their friends.

Interesting Article- This article gives a little bit of insight into working in cross-cultural ministry and maybe ideas of how you can pray for those who are doing this type of work.

Bible Geek T-shirt Contest

For some time we have wanted to design Terra Nova t-shirts, but we have not wanted to invest too much (hardly any, like close to zero) of our hard earned cafe Euros towards this. Stencil art has become pretty popular here in Galicia. Most of the best stencil "artists" practice on buildings and doorways in dimly lit streets late at night. However, the other day I stumbled on a cool web site that shows how to stencil your own t-shirts (the appropriate way for law abiding but creative citizens like myself to stencil). Using photoshop and basic things laying around the house I began making stencils of friends, darth vader, and the cafe symbol.

Then I began making some that I have affectionately titled the "Bible Geek Series". The symbol in the photo is one from this series and I have decided to have a little competition. The winner will receive one free t-shirt that I will ship to anywhere in the world (that t-shirts are allowed to be shipped).

The rules are simple. In the comment section of this post explain what you think this group of symbols mean.

1) The winner will be the first person to accurately decipher and explain the symbols in a comment.

2) In the event that no one gives the correct answer the award will be given to the most creative and entertaining answer as judged by myself and Lori.

All entries must be turned in by October 25, 2006 to be considered. No purchase necessary. Multiple entries are acceptable. All members of team Spain and my immediate household are not eligible to receive the prize. In the event that someone leaves a post that is exceptionally funny I may send them a t-shirt anyway even if someone else gets the right answer, because I'm like that. That choice would be entirely up to me and would be beyond the scope of the contest rules and regulations.

New Web Site

We want to say a special thank you to Andrew Cooper. We have been working with him pretty closely over the past several months to design a new web site for the cafe. He has been amazing to work with and has done some awesome work. If you are thinking about a new website for any reason and not sure who hire, definitely give Andrew a call or drop him an e-mail (mail@CooperTrail.com).

On any given afternoon the cafe has anywhere from 5 to 15 people using their laptops on our wireless network. Since the cafe is about building community and relationships we have been thinking about ways that we can connect with our laptop users better. This site not only explains a little bit about who we are, but also gives us a digital forum for leaving online announcements and having online conversations. We invite you take a look at cafeterranova.com

slideshow: just for fun

So what is Christianity about then?

So, I have not really had a lot of time to read lately, but I have been slowly plugging along in Simply Christian by NT Wright. Today I came to Chapter 7 he he spends several paragraphs talking about what Christianity is not about. I thought for a second that he might leave me hanging with the question "So what is Christianity about then?", but thankfully he didn't (smile and wink). As i have been thinking recently about misconceptions that I have had about what it means to be a Christian I appreciated this short passage and posted it here in my Secret Passages.

Bujumbura, Burundi

Todd is a friend of mine who works with International Teams in Paris. He is currently in the African country of Burundi where he is doing some seminars on forgiveness and reconciliation. I have been following his blog posts which are direct from a Barundian cyber cafe and it is very interesting.

Taking the Plunge

Lauren Pugh came to visit our team last spring and she is currently in the process of preparing to come to Santiago to join our team. The process of leaving your home country for another is a journey full of ups and downs. We are praying for Lauren as she just arrived at I.T. for her initial training! Blessings Lauren! We can´t wait to have you here with us.

Misconceptions

“Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.” James 1:2-4
When I was young I used to think something along the lines that if you were a true follower of Christ that bad things would not happen to you. I thought that you were somehow exempt from things like pain, sickness, poverty, etc. However the more I read the Bible the less I found this to be true. People of the faith have always endured hardships and troubles, in fact it seems like the greater the person of faith the more trying the troubles were that they had to overcome. Also, the stronger the faith the better equipped they were to handle their unique situations. In many cases that is what made them Heroes.
I think of people like Abraham who left everything and everyone he knew to follow God. When he came to his new land he was told he would have a son. He believed it, but year after year went by and that faith had to be harder and harder to maintain. It was a slow painful and formative process with some stumbles along the way.
I think of David and how after he was anointed king as a boy he still had to wait years to actually sit as king over Israel. Many of those years were spent hiding for his life in caves and the wilderness and even fighting as a mercenary for the Philistines. He must have been wondering what in the world God was thinking.
I think of Moses who Took God’s people into the wilderness. Not long after they were freed from brutal slavery they complained to God for where he rescued them to. Why the desert? Why a place where they had to rely on God for sustenance? This was worse than slavery, they griped, as they longed to return to slavery.
Then there is Esther and Daniel who lived in foreign lands under traditions that were often an abomination to God. There is Jeremiah who was known as the weeping prophet. We can’t forget Job who lost everything because of a wager that God made over his faithfulness.
So this year has been one of those times for me. It has been one of those years of trial after trial. A year of questioning what in the world is God doing? I thought that he had a plan for my life, but I catch myself wondering "if this is the plan what in the world is going on?" I pray, I cry out for help, but the only thing I sense (if anything at all) is persevere. I look at these heroes of the faith and their lives scream, "persevere in faithfulness and obedience". I see these dry desert experiences as times that the Lord uses to train and equip us for his work, even though it does not always make sense or look they way we had envisioned life in faith. But that’s what faith is about, isn’t it?
“Now faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. This is what the ancients were commended for.” Hebrews 11:1-2

Psalm 63

A psalm of David. When he was in the Desert of Judah.

1 O God, you are my God, earnestly I seek you; my soul thirsts for you, my body longs for you, in a dry and weary land where there is no water.

2 I have seen you in the sanctuary and beheld your power and your glory.

3 Because your love is better than life, my lips will glorify you.

4 I will praise you as long as I live, and in your name I will lift up my hands.

5 My soul will be satisfied as with the richest of foods; with singing lips my mouth will praise you.

6 On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night.

7 Because you are my help, I sing in the shadow of your wings.

8 My soul clings to you; your right hand upholds me.

9 They who seek my life will be destroyed; they will go down to the depths of the earth.

10 They will be given over to the sword and become food for jackals.

11 But the king will rejoice in God; all who swear by God's name will praise him, while the mouths of liars will be silenced.